It is late, it has been a long day and I am tired. Tomorrow I'm heading out to MINTY residential 3 - ending the TSCF events of 2007 for me and the 6 Ministry Interns. What's more it sort of marks the end to the first two years of ministry with TSCF here in New Zealand.I'm looking forward to the next 4 days - MINTY 3 is a fun time of rest and relaxation, reflecting on the year that has been and looking to the future. So despite it being late and me being tired I felt somewhat compelled to put fingers to keyboard and share 2 or 3 things which are at the fore of my mind. This is made more pressing by the fact on Dec 7th we are heading back to Europe for 6 weeks - our first 'home leave'.
5 things learned over two years of living 'elsewhere'...
Loss and Gain can sometimes be the same thing:
We came here and lost a lot of things, that was painful and at times still is. Talking with friends and family in the UK and Germany still feels painful, knowing that we won't necessarily see people soon. But the loss has led to gain - not just in the swap of one job for another, but the gain of a sense of how transitory all of this is. It is beautiful in its transitory nature, losing it is a real LOSS but the loss of all things and the gaining of a clearer sense/vision of Jesus, whilst not numbing the loss, makes it of greater worth than keeping all of the things we once had to hand.
The Gospel is not a 'broken tool':
There are times in the midst of being part of building up something that has been through rough times that there is a need for 'new' tools, novel approaches and innovation. The good news about Jesus is not 'broken' though - it doesn't need re-vamping, it just needs a fresh proclamation. It has been great to see new people come to faith, students discipled, people at church respond positively and fresh growth as the gospel has been taught and applied well. There are pressures to give up on 'evangelism' but the evangel - the good news, the gospel - is not something we can, should or attempt to move on from.
Culture is weird - and not just 'your' culture:
Culture is set of values, core beliefs, unspoken assumptions and 'to die for' commitments that reside in our hearts and lives. We don't really see it or feel it's impact until we meet the 'alien'. I thought I was pretty aware of being a Brit, living in a mixed cultural marriage/family, but I've come to realise that I didn't know how much I didn't know. Mingling with Kiwi's, Malaysians, Singaporeans, Mish Kids... the list goes on and on... means that I've learned that culture is weirder, more impacting and more important in reaching people with the truth about Jesus that I'd previously thought possible. Cultural clashes have reduced me to a giggling heap and a sobbing wreck at different times. Culture is weird, my culture and yours: don't think you 'have a culture' you need to get out more! ;o)
God doesn't slumber or sleep and the world is round so some people are always awake too:
Time differences have made me realise that when the Psalmist penned 'Behold, he who keeps Israel will neither slumber nor sleep' (Ps121) he proclaimed the God who is the God of the whole earth. Once again I discovered that in my Euro-centric brain I thought of it as a bit of poetic anthropocentric hyperbole but here in NZ it has come to mean a whole load more to me; not because we are awake when Europe sleeps but because God's care is 24/7.
People are incredibly fragile and precious:
The gospel is all about God and it is all for people. People are broken and fractured by the very things we choose to make us strong and free. Here, on the other side of the world from where I was born, I've discovered new depths to the power of the gospel to plumb the depths of human sin, to call it out and to minister grace and eternal life. People who were once just full of sin are now full of grace because of Jesus. It is a privilege beyond expression to serve God in ministering the gospel of grace as one of those people, to people who need to know God's glorious grace.
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